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feel like a good-for-nothing and I feel that my life is going to waste. I‘m living a

meaningless life. I don‘t know what the solution is.
-Guri




I live in the UK. I think I have suffered from schizophrenia since my


childhood, but I have never been to a doctor because no one can understand

my personal views.
-Sunita



I am a 23-year-old male from Dhaka, Bangladesh. I am a patient of


schizophrenia. At present, I am taking medicines from a psychiatrist. From my
childhood, I have faced a lot of trouble that others haven‘t. People have always

laughed at me behind my back. They have always criticised me. I couldn‘t talk
to anyone as I had no friends. I felt alone and depressed all the time. I even
tried to commit suicide.

However, I was good at studies. I passed my SSC exam with a good result. I got

admission into a college and I wanted to do many courses but I didn‘t fit well
anywhere. My parents never understood me. They didn‘t believe what I was
going through and they thought I was making up reasons to avoid my studies.

They tortured me mentally and sometimes even physically. They took me to
people who did supernatural things to cure my illness.

Today, I am totally living an alone life. I think I am going to seek help from
counsellors online to just talk to them and share my feelings and pain. I have

always dreamt of a pretty girl of my age talking to me. I hope I can talk to
someone soon and relieve myself of this pain.
-Rafique











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