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I don’t remember the exact day when this started, and thinking now, don’t ind it
important enough. I have never been able to tell this to my parents in the last 30
years but today, possibly, I will call up my mom and tell her the entire story.
I was probably in class 5 when my chacha, who was preparing for working in a
bank, used to come down to our house for 8–10 days in a month. He used to love me
a lot, buy me chocolates, etc. My parents used to ask me to sleep with him and he
used to lock the door at night. After 2–3 days, I found him putting his hands inside
my pants. I didn’t know how to react and kept silent.
This continued for a few days after which he used to lower my pants and rape me.
I was unable to face him the next morning and neither would he look at me. I was
scared of sleeping next to him but since my parents loved him a lot, they used to
force me to sleep next to him.
Every month, he would repeat the same with me. I was shocked and didn’t know
whether my parents would believe me because they loved him so much. This went
on and on for the next 7–8 years, even after he joined a bank. After joining, he
moved to another city but would come to our house twice a year. Thinking back
now, I believe he used to come down only for me.
One day, when I was in class 11, and he tried to repeat the same, I got up, opened the
door and went to the living room and slept on the sofa all night. Next day onwards,
it stopped completely and so did his bi-annual visits to our home. After a few years,
he got married and my papa went to attend the wedding whereas I didn’t.
My parents are still in touch with him, but I am sure after today or next week, they
will stop this too. I am feeling so light today after 30-odd years. I don’t know if
you believe this story or not, but at least I am happy that I have spoken my mind
out. I lost my self-conidence which was very dificult for me to get back. Since the
last 9 years, I have been reading a lot of self-help books to make myself feel better
because I know only I can help myself, no one else.
-Vishwas
CHUPPI TODO! | 11
important enough. I have never been able to tell this to my parents in the last 30
years but today, possibly, I will call up my mom and tell her the entire story.
I was probably in class 5 when my chacha, who was preparing for working in a
bank, used to come down to our house for 8–10 days in a month. He used to love me
a lot, buy me chocolates, etc. My parents used to ask me to sleep with him and he
used to lock the door at night. After 2–3 days, I found him putting his hands inside
my pants. I didn’t know how to react and kept silent.
This continued for a few days after which he used to lower my pants and rape me.
I was unable to face him the next morning and neither would he look at me. I was
scared of sleeping next to him but since my parents loved him a lot, they used to
force me to sleep next to him.
Every month, he would repeat the same with me. I was shocked and didn’t know
whether my parents would believe me because they loved him so much. This went
on and on for the next 7–8 years, even after he joined a bank. After joining, he
moved to another city but would come to our house twice a year. Thinking back
now, I believe he used to come down only for me.
One day, when I was in class 11, and he tried to repeat the same, I got up, opened the
door and went to the living room and slept on the sofa all night. Next day onwards,
it stopped completely and so did his bi-annual visits to our home. After a few years,
he got married and my papa went to attend the wedding whereas I didn’t.
My parents are still in touch with him, but I am sure after today or next week, they
will stop this too. I am feeling so light today after 30-odd years. I don’t know if
you believe this story or not, but at least I am happy that I have spoken my mind
out. I lost my self-conidence which was very dificult for me to get back. Since the
last 9 years, I have been reading a lot of self-help books to make myself feel better
because I know only I can help myself, no one else.
-Vishwas
CHUPPI TODO! | 11
