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M ere papa teacher hai aur hum 5 bhai-behen hain. Meri ma apne delivery ya kisi
kaam ki wajah se humein kabhi papa ke saath chhod kar toh kabhi apne kisi relative
ke saath chhod kar gaon chali jaaya karti thi.
8 saal ki umar se log mere saath gandi harkate karna shuru kar diye the jiska virodh
karne par mujhe maarne ki dhamki di jaati thi aur main maar khane ke darr se chup
rehti thi. Ek din toh hadd hi ho gayi jab mere papa ne hi mujhse, jab main so rahi thi,
tab gandi harkate karna shuru kar diya aur main maar khane ke darr se chup rahi.
Ek din maine yeh saari baat mere chhote bhai se kahi aur hum dono ne ma se kehne
ki himmat jutayi. Jab ma ghar aayi toh ma ne humein hi daat diya aur hamari baat
pe bharosa nahi kiya. Aisi ghatna se main bahut saham gayi thi aur ghar mein rehna
nahi chahti thi. Kitni baar toh maine suicide karne ki koshish bhi ki magar sab
nakaamyaab raha. Dekhte hi dekhte, 15 saal beet gaye.
Mere 10th ke Board Exams ke baad meri shaadi bhi zabardasti se hui aur mere pati
ne bhi mera shoshan kiya. 32 saal ki umar mein maine ghar chhoda aur phir ma ne
meri aage padhai karne mein sahaayta ki.
Main chahti hoon ki meri yeh daastaan har ek ma ke liye lesson ho ki woh apne
bachche pe bharosa kare. Har ek uss bachche ke liye jo kabhi dare na, sahme na,
chahe woh koi bhi ho. Jo life maine kho di, kya woh kabhi waapas aa sakti hai?
Never. Zindagi dene wale ne meri khelne-kudne ki umar mujhse chhin li, jo kabhi
laut ke nahi aa sakti hai.
-Maya
M ain jab shaayad 10 saal ki bhi nahi thi tab se hi mere pita ne mere saath woh kiya
jo kisi ko nahi karna chahiye tha. Har raat woh hota tha jiske baare mein main na
kuch jaanti thi, na samajh paati thi. Mere saath mere papa aur kai logon ne anginat
baar sex kiya, yahaan tak ki 17 saal ki umar mein maine ek bachcha bhi giraya.
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kaam ki wajah se humein kabhi papa ke saath chhod kar toh kabhi apne kisi relative
ke saath chhod kar gaon chali jaaya karti thi.
8 saal ki umar se log mere saath gandi harkate karna shuru kar diye the jiska virodh
karne par mujhe maarne ki dhamki di jaati thi aur main maar khane ke darr se chup
rehti thi. Ek din toh hadd hi ho gayi jab mere papa ne hi mujhse, jab main so rahi thi,
tab gandi harkate karna shuru kar diya aur main maar khane ke darr se chup rahi.
Ek din maine yeh saari baat mere chhote bhai se kahi aur hum dono ne ma se kehne
ki himmat jutayi. Jab ma ghar aayi toh ma ne humein hi daat diya aur hamari baat
pe bharosa nahi kiya. Aisi ghatna se main bahut saham gayi thi aur ghar mein rehna
nahi chahti thi. Kitni baar toh maine suicide karne ki koshish bhi ki magar sab
nakaamyaab raha. Dekhte hi dekhte, 15 saal beet gaye.
Mere 10th ke Board Exams ke baad meri shaadi bhi zabardasti se hui aur mere pati
ne bhi mera shoshan kiya. 32 saal ki umar mein maine ghar chhoda aur phir ma ne
meri aage padhai karne mein sahaayta ki.
Main chahti hoon ki meri yeh daastaan har ek ma ke liye lesson ho ki woh apne
bachche pe bharosa kare. Har ek uss bachche ke liye jo kabhi dare na, sahme na,
chahe woh koi bhi ho. Jo life maine kho di, kya woh kabhi waapas aa sakti hai?
Never. Zindagi dene wale ne meri khelne-kudne ki umar mujhse chhin li, jo kabhi
laut ke nahi aa sakti hai.
-Maya
M ain jab shaayad 10 saal ki bhi nahi thi tab se hi mere pita ne mere saath woh kiya
jo kisi ko nahi karna chahiye tha. Har raat woh hota tha jiske baare mein main na
kuch jaanti thi, na samajh paati thi. Mere saath mere papa aur kai logon ne anginat
baar sex kiya, yahaan tak ki 17 saal ki umar mein maine ek bachcha bhi giraya.
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