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W hen I was 5 years old, our landlord, who was more than 40 years of age and
considered to be a very religious man by all around us, asked me to do some
ridiculous acts with him. I was very scared and uncomfortable but he was so cruel
that he slapped me and warned me to do as he said. After that, I went home and told
mumma about it. She didn’t do anything about it but then she protected me from
him always.
One day, I was at my neighbour’s home. He told me we would play a new game.
He took all my clothes off and did dirty things to me. When I shouted, he bit my
lip. Suddenly, we heard my mumma coming and he asked me to dress quickly.
He warned me to never tell anything to anyone or else he would do with mumma
what he did to me. Even though I was very young, I remember each minute of that
cruelty.
Some days later, we moved homes. At our new home, I started living my childhood
peacefully. We rented a room to an old lady whose son was in the army. When I was
6 years old, the old lady’s son and his friend, a soldier, came home and they said
they would drop me to school.
In the car, his friend put his hands inside my clothes and started touching me at the
wrong places. I got scared again as this had happened to me before. I asked him to
sit in the front. He did so and after returning home, I complained to mumma again
who told that old lady and they left our house.
But I guess I was born to get abused by all means and this time, the culprit was
none other than my own father. My mother, father, little sister and I used to sleep in
the same room and that one night when I slept next to him, he started doing wrong
things with me and this continued for the next 8 years. I was totally frozen and I
don’t know why I couldn’t tell mumma. After 8 years, when I told her, she started
cursing me and I left the room in silence.
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considered to be a very religious man by all around us, asked me to do some
ridiculous acts with him. I was very scared and uncomfortable but he was so cruel
that he slapped me and warned me to do as he said. After that, I went home and told
mumma about it. She didn’t do anything about it but then she protected me from
him always.
One day, I was at my neighbour’s home. He told me we would play a new game.
He took all my clothes off and did dirty things to me. When I shouted, he bit my
lip. Suddenly, we heard my mumma coming and he asked me to dress quickly.
He warned me to never tell anything to anyone or else he would do with mumma
what he did to me. Even though I was very young, I remember each minute of that
cruelty.
Some days later, we moved homes. At our new home, I started living my childhood
peacefully. We rented a room to an old lady whose son was in the army. When I was
6 years old, the old lady’s son and his friend, a soldier, came home and they said
they would drop me to school.
In the car, his friend put his hands inside my clothes and started touching me at the
wrong places. I got scared again as this had happened to me before. I asked him to
sit in the front. He did so and after returning home, I complained to mumma again
who told that old lady and they left our house.
But I guess I was born to get abused by all means and this time, the culprit was
none other than my own father. My mother, father, little sister and I used to sleep in
the same room and that one night when I slept next to him, he started doing wrong
things with me and this continued for the next 8 years. I was totally frozen and I
don’t know why I couldn’t tell mumma. After 8 years, when I told her, she started
cursing me and I left the room in silence.
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